I know I have not been writing as much as I should have written… Ok, so I haven’t written at all. A lot has gone on in my life for the past year or so, stuff that I really don’t want to talk about right now. I can tell you that I have moved, started college, and am now a year and a half away from getting my bachelor’s degree in the Cross-Categorical program of the University of Arizona. Over these past months, I have had no job, and have been supporting myself from my savings alone. My parents have chipped in some, but most of it is all me. It is weird, going from getting just about anything I want when I want it, to not having hardly anything at all. It is different, and it sure makes you think a lot, especially now, when it is Christmas time.
I have no money to buy anyone a present, and this makes me feel a bit guilty, because I know they have gotten me something. I can barely afford to buy my groceries monthly, let alone buy a
Christmas present for anyone. Another thing that makes me feel guilty is not being able to give to the charities like I used to. I want to, but I can’t. I just cannot afford to give money. I feel bad when the offering plate is passed at church, because I don’t put anything in it. I feel bad when the radio announces they need people to give money to the ‘feed America’ for Thanksgiving meals, and I cannot do it. I want to, but I can’t. It is very weird being on this side of the economy.
Solution
So, here is my solution. I have been thinking a lot about my dilemma, and this morning I was inspired by a post on ravelry.com. People were using their crochet and knitting talents to make up toys and socks and scarves and things for the Operation Child Shoe Box Charity. I can do this! I have a ton of yarn left over from before I moved, so I can make lots of little toys and things and put them into shoeboxes! The only problem is, the shoebox charity for this year is already over with. They have collected all the shoe boxes and sent them out already. I think this is ok though, as I can start now, and by the time Christmas comes next year, I will have a few boxes done and ready to be sent. So here is my goal:
Once a month I will have made a total of one shoe box, and each month I will alternate between a boy and a girl, and different age groups. I will start this December, and End in November (as the boxes are collected in November), so I will have a total of 12 boxes (6 girls and 6 boys) to send out.
I will post up pictures of all the items I make, so that I am encouraged, and maybe I can inspire someone else to do the same as well, when all they have to give is something made from the heart, just like me.
-Cindy Lotts